D is for Dwelling

(so here we go)

According to dictionary .com to dwell is to

1.	to live or stay as a permanent resident; reside.

2.	to live or continue in a given condition or state: to dwell in happiness.

3.	to linger over, emphasize, or ponder in thought, speech, or writing (often fol. by on or upon): to dwell on a particular point in an argument.

I chose this topic for my first actual post (consider the previous post a prologue) as this is what my life has consisted of since i graduated the time consuming, life destroying, stress inducing confidence demolishing institution that was high school. Now, I was overjoyed at my newfound freedom that was the couple of months after the gruelling pressure of the HSC and was looking forward to a good year with my friends/boyfriend before jetting off on a leisurely holiday before coming back to Aus for a sunny start to uni.

However this was not to be. Some of my more insane friends decided that they would get straight into uni and others decided that moving to other parts of the country/world would be fun, which it would be but it leaves this little country town a little lonely.

As such i have been tossed into a life of
1.to live or stay as a permanent resident; reside. This is the fun part as I live with some awesome people.
but
2. to live or continue in a given condition or state. is not so much fun. Basically my life is my job which, if you asked me to recall my day (which i highly recommend you dont) i could be describing ANY SINGLE DAY since i started at the deli. Its repetitiive and dull and when there is very little to do after it gets depressing.
3. to linger over, emphasize, or ponder in thought, speech, or writing (often fol. by on or upon): to dwell on a particular point in an argument.
Now, this is the worst part. Now that im able to basically opperate on auto pilot at work it causes me to DWELL on the fact that I have never been this lonely.

Having said all this i would like to point out that Luke and Michael are the best thing in this town at the moment and none of this was directed at them:)

And Gab, Mad and AnnMarieh have been super even though they're 100000 years away!